Friday, September 28, 2018

Easter


2 April 2017

I dunno about you guys, maybe it is because I am getting older, but it feels like we have just celebrated Christmas.  And now it is Easter already.  Time flies when you are getting old. 

Christmas and Easter are always linked together.  But for most of us, Christmas is always celebrated in a grander way than Easter.  Christmas is like the climax at the end of the year.  Whereas Easter is just another long weekend of second-rated celebration somewhere in the month of April.  But do you know that if there is no Easter, Christmas would have no meaning at all?

Whenever the early Christians preached Christ, they preached about the empty tomb.  They do not talk about Bethlehem at all.  In fact, two of the gospels, Mark and John, does not even mention anything about the virgin birth of Christ.  But the resurrection of Jesus is constantly brought up again and again in every part of the New Testament.  Without the resurrection, there would be no Christianity at all.  In Romans 4:25, Paul says that Jesus was delivered up for our trespass and raised for our justification.  Christ’s death on the cross for our sins was so complete, so satisfactory, that God affirmed the Son’s righteousness by raising Him from the dead, demonstrating His power and victory over sin and death!

During Easter, we are also reminded of another Chinese festival, Cheng Beng, where most Chinese would visit the tombs of their loved ones.  It reminds us of our mortality.  That from the moment we are born, we start to die.

Death is a curse upon God’s perfect creation.  Romans 5:12 tells us that just as sin entered the world through one man, Adam, and death through sin, death came to all men, because all have sinned.  We die because of sin.  Sickness and old age are merely symptoms of the one great cause of death, which is Sin.

When Jesus rose from the dead, he broke the power of sin & death forever.    

Jesus said, “I am the resurrection and the life.  He who believes in me will live, even though he dies; and whoever lives and believes in me will never die.  Do you believe this?” (John 11:25~26)

What Jesus is saying here is, death for the Christian is not the end. It is merely the continuation of life into the presence of God.  Death holds no terror for the child of God.  That is what Paul meant when he says that death has now lost its sting, and the grave has lost its victory.  For to live is Christ and to die “is gain” (Phil 1:21)   

And one day, when Jesus comes again, we will be given a new and incorruptible body, scripture tells us.  What will our new body be like?

What was Jesus’ resurrected body like?  He could enter into a room without opening the door.  The disciples were able to recognize him and communicate with him. He could also eat food together with the disciples.  And the Bible tells us that when he appears we shall be like him (1 John 3:2)

which means our new glorified body that God will give us one day will be similar to the resurrected body of our Lord.  
which means we will still be able to eat!  And we like that, don’t we? 

Not only that. We will see our loved ones again who have died in the Lord.  Our loved ones who have died in the Lord are not only a part of our past, they are also a part of our future! 

Because He lives, I can face tomorrow
Because He lives, all fear is gone
Because I know, He holds the future
And life is worth the living just because He lives!



The Chosen Nation


24 June 2018

Lately, I have been reading through the book of Genesis for my quiet time.  And I could not help but notice that the 12 tribes of Israel, which came from the 12 sons of Jacob, was such a dysfunctional family.

We all know how Jacob was conned by his uncle, Laban, to marry both his daughters.  Jacob loved Rachel and he worked 7 years for Laban in order to earn the right to marry Rachel.  And according to scriptures, because of his love for Rachel, the 7 years seem like a few days to Jacob.

But on his wedding night or rather the morning after the wedding night, he discovered Laban had given him the elder sister Leah, instead of Rachel.  So, he had to work another 7 years for Laban in order to marry Rachel, too.

But Rachel was barren.  And Leah bore Jacob 4 sons, Reuben, Simeon, Levi & Judah

Rachel was jealous of Leah because she could not give Jacob any children, so she gave her maidservant to Jacob as his wife and bore him 2 sons, Dan and Naphtali.

Now it was Leah’s turn to be jealous, so she gave her maidservant to be Jacob’s wife and she bore him 2 sons, Gad and Asher.

Leah then gave birth to 2 more sons, Issachar & Zebulun, and a daughter, Dinah.

Finally God opened Rachel’s womb and she gave birth to Joseph & Benjamin.

There you have it, Jacob has 12 sons and 1 daughter, from Rachel and Leah and their maidservants. 

And these 12 sons of Jacob are not exactly the role model kind of guys.

In Genesis 34, we read how Shechem, son of Hamor the Hivite, raped Dinah, after which he decided to ask for her hand in marriage.  The 12 sons of Jacob deceived Shechem and Hamor that if all their men were to be circumcised, then they will let Shechem marry Dinah.  So Schechem and all the men in the village were circumcised, and while they were recovering 3 days later, the sons of Jacob attacked and killed Shechem, Hamor and all the men in the village, and carried away their women and children and plunder.

This is the origin of the 12 tribes of Israel, the foundation of the Israelite nation.  Not very pretty, right...?  And yet God chose Israel to be his special nation,
to be the custodian of His law,
to be a blessing to the world,
to bring about His grand, redemptive purposes for mankind, from which one day will come forth the Messiah, our Lord Jesus Christ. 

How come?

God did not choose Israel because they were special.  Israel was special because God chose them, in spite of their imperfections, failings and weaknesses. 

God did not choose Israel because they were smart or a great nation, or because they were better than anyone.  God chose Israel because of His grace.  God is sovereign and He can use whomever He want to use to accomplish His purposes.

As we think about ourselves.  God does not love us because we were lovely, or because we were smart or better than anyone else… .

God demonstrated His love towards us in that
while we were yet sinners
while we were yet His enemies
while we were yet ungodly
while we were yet far away from Him
Christ died for us.

And through the death of His Son we can now have forgiveness of sins and reconciliation with God. And this is the marvelous grace of God that He has lavished upon us.

Praise God!

Faithfulness Through Fire



I was meditating on Daniel 3:17~18 some time ago.

If you remember the story, King Nebuchadnezzar had a ninety feet high golden statue of himself erected and decreed that all have to bow down and worship at the sound of the royal music.  Whoever does not fall down and worship will be thrown into the blazing furnace.

When the time came, Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego refused to bow down, and they had to suffer the consequence of being thrown into the furnace.

“If we are thrown into the furnace, the God we serve is able to save us & rescue us.  But even if He does not save us, we will not serve your gods,”  they replied.


Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego did not doubt God’s ability to save them.

Whether or not God will save them they cannot know.  That is immaterial.

Faithfulness is not dependent upon an escape hatch.  They choose faithfulness because it is the right thing to do, even if it costs them their lives.

Courage joyfully believes that God can do anything, but is prepared to suffer rather than compromise in obedience.



Now, let us raise the stakes a bit .........

Read again from the beginning and this time replace the word “save” with the word “heal”, and see how this affects your theology……..

Will we continue to trust God and be faithful to Him, 
even if He does not heal us of our sicknesses.....?
even if we do not know the reason why.....?


"Know that the LORD is God," and we are not (Psalm 100:3)





The God of Second Chances





Every morning that we wake, a new day awaits us.  It is a fresh start. A new beginning.  A chance to start all over again.

The Chinese has a saying, “Tomorrow will be better”  (明天會更好) 

As I grow older, I realize how more and more imperfect I am.  I do wrong things and regret it later.  I say wrong things at the wrong times. I think wrong thoughts in anger.  It is comforting to know that I can always find forgiveness in a God whose steadfast love and mercies are new every morning.  I get a second chance everyday.

You know, even Adam and Eve got a second chance, when God killed an animal to make an atonement for their sins.

Samson got a second chance.

David got a second chance.

Jonah got a second chance.

The woman caught in adultery got a second chance.

Paul got a second chance.

Peter got a second chance.

The thief on the cross got a second chance.

You and I got a second chance.  

If the Lord had come again 20 years ago, 30 years ago, 40 years ago, many of us would still be lost in our sins.

Some of you might ask, what about Judas Iscariot.  Why wasn’t he given a second chance?  Judas Iscariot got lots of chances. He was one of those within the inner circle of Jesus’ disciples.  He had direct interaction with the Son of God.  Yet Jesus said, “Haven’t I not chosen you, the twelve, yet one of you is a devil.”

During the Last Supper, when Jesus revealed that one of the disciples would betray him, each of the disciples asked Jesus, “Surely, not I, Lord?”   When it came to Judas’ turn, Judas asked, “Surely, not I,………. Rabbi?” (which means Teacher).  Judas probably never knew Jesus as Lord at all.

When Judas saw that Jesus was condemned as a result of his betrayal, he was remorseful and he returned the money to the chief priests and the elders, and what did he say?  “I have betrayed innocent blood…”  He did not regret betraying the Lord!  I believe if Judas had repented, the Lord would have forgiven him.  What sin is so great that the blood of the Lord Jesus Christ cannot wash away?

The great Chinese evangelist Wang Ming Dao was put in prison for his faith in Jesus Christ during the 1950's. It was reported that after going through torture and brainwashing, Wang Ming Dao renounced his faith and was released from his imprisonment. But when he was freed from prison, he was so tormented in his soul that he walked up and down the streets of Beijing for many days, crying, “My name is Peter; my name is Peter. I’ve denied my Lord.”  He went back to the authorities to withdraw his statement, and  Mao Zedong put him back into prison—this time for eighteen years. And every day in prison he would sing the hymn by Fanny Crosby,

All the way my Savior leads me;
What have I to ask beside?
Can I doubt his tender mercy,
Who through life has been my guide?
Heav’nly peace, divinest comfort,
Here by faith in Him to dwell!
For I know whate’er befall me,
Jesus doeth all things well.

At first the guards tried to silence him. When they couldn’t silence him, they just put up with his singing. Gradually, as the years went by, they would gather near the opening to his cell to listen as he sang of God’s faithfulness to him. Eventually, they began to ask him to sing to them and to teach them the words of the song. Such is the impact of one who walks faithfully with God.

We may not have sinned as gravely as David with his adultery and murder; or like the woman who was caught in adultery. But, who among us has not needed at one time or another - a second chance from God?

  • A second chance to do right for our parents.
  • A second chance at marriage.
  • A second chance after wasting our youth, our money, our talent, the opportunities that God has given us.
Let's be thankful that God is a God of second chances because we all need a second chance at one time or another in our lives.

God is not only the God of second chances, but the God of third and fourth and unlimited chances for His children who confess their faults and weaknesses and come to Him for help.





Thursday, September 27, 2018

Retinal Detachment

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10 March 2018


Today is one month after my surgery for retinal detachment on 9th February, 2018.  My retina has re-attached.  The worst is over.  The doctor wants me to take it easy now for the complete healing to run its course.

As I look back, I asked myself, “Where was God in all this?”  I cannot divorce God from my bad times, and only talk about in my good times.

One very obvious reminder of His goodness during this period was His impeccable timing.  If my retinal detachment had happened during the Chinese New Year period while we were travelling to Penang and Seremban, that would have been disastrous. And it happened just when I had completed my office assignment so there was no outstanding work to be done while I was on medical leave. 

During that pre-CNY week, so many of the retinal specialists were on leave, and I managed to get Dr Ronald who was formerly the Head of the Retinal Department in Selayang Hospital, to perform the emergency operation on me.

God is always on time.  He is seldom early, but He is never late.


When I asked my surgeon what caused my retinal detachment, he answered with one word, it was my "fortune".  In other words, luck.  And that it can happen again without any warning.  I did not like that answer.  I don’t believe in luck.  But I know we live in a fallen body that is tainted by sin.  These are constant reminders of our human frailty.

Last week, I was talking to Timothy.  It is always not a good feeling knowing that there are so many things in life that you cannot control, like our health.  As the man of the house, we worry how are we going to protect and provide for our family when we are stricken down with sickness.  But God continues to show us and reassures us in many ways that He is still in control.

Timothy was sharing about how surprisingly he was able to get accepted into the Eagles dialysis centre so easily, and how two years ago he thought he got a bad deal he had a new boss, but this boss turned out to be most understanding in his current situation.  These are little assurances that He has not left us alone.

Last Friday I found out that one of the approval letters required for one of our Company’s Development Order was still not signed, and the dateline was the following Wednesday.  The current District Engineer was transferred and a new Engineer was coming in on Monday.  What are the chances that the new Engineer would sign something that was not signed by the previous Engineer, on his first day of work in his new office?  It was so frustrating that this is so out of my control.  At the same time, I was very undecided whether we should continue our planned family Bangkok trip becos I was afraid my retinal detachment might just recur…..

So I told God, please give me a reassurance that you are in control by helping me get this approval letter from the JPS (Jabatan Pengairan & Saluran - Department of Irrigation & Channels) Engineer.  How?  I don’t know.  In fact, I had always prayed that God would prosper this project that He had so placed under my watch, for His Name-sake and for His glory.

Monday morning about 10:30.  I went to JPS office.  The technician-in-charge said the new Engineer has not come in yet.  Die-lah.  Never mind I said.  I will wait until he comes.  If he comes….  So I waited.  And waited.  And waited.  Then 15 minutes later, the technician came out with the approval letter.  Apparently another Engineer has signed on behalf of the new Engineer!  Like that also can…?

Sometimes God answers our prayers and give to us exceedingly far more than we can ever ask for or imagine! (Ephesians 3:20)

Whatever happens to us, whether as a result of our own doing, or becos of what others did to us, the pains & sorrows of life, when we call upon God, when we seek to honour Him and to love Him with all our heart, soul, mind & strength,  He will intervene.  He will reach into our experiences both good or bad, redeem our past, and cause all things to work out for our good (Rom 8:28).

God is good.  He is always in control.

Happy New Year

30 December 2017

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As we stand on the threshold of 2017, many people today will look back on what has happened for the past year and start making resolution for the next year.

Many things have happened this year.

Bandar Sunway Gospel Centre celebrated our 26th anniversary.

Some of us had health issues…

Lily Wong had a thyroid operation
Timothy was hospitalized
Two of our members had their cataracts removed
One of our brother even had a cancer scare becos his cancer marker suddenly shot up.  Maybe one day he will give his testimony.
Some of our loved ones passed away.
My dad suffered a second stroke, so there was some anxiety in my family.
My mum had a total knee replacement.

My beliefs were also ridiculed by my “friends” last month.  After President Trump made the announcement to recognize Jerusalem as the capital of Israel, there were a lot of posting on the chat groups.  And my instructor started ridiculing the Bible saying that it is full of stories that the Christians chose to believe in.

So I started defending the historical narratives of the Bible. As I answered their questions one by one, they said that I was preaching stupidity and I was a religious nuthead.  The worst part of it was, there were other Christians in the group and they just kept silent.

So, as we welcome 2018 tomorrow, what does the new year hold?

Will our faith come under more attacks?
Will we be able to make a stand for our beliefs?
Will there be hard days ahead, financially?
Will there be days of sicknesses and other health problems?
Will there be problems in our families?

We are excited about the new year.  At the same time, we are also apprehensive.

I am reminded of an old chorus:

I know who holds the future, and He’ll guide me with His hand
With God, things don’t just happen, everything by Him is planned
So as I face tomorrow, with its problems large and small
I’ll trust the God of miracles, give to Him my all.

So, whatever may happen in 2018, I know that God is in total control.  I will trust Him, and I want the Lord Jesus Christ to be glorified in everything.

Did you know that the main theme of the entire Bible is all about the person of the Lord Jesus Christ?

Christ is anticipated in the Old Testament
Christ is manifested in the gospels
Christ is proclaimed in the book of Acts
Christ is explained in the epistles
And Revelation awaits His return.


How Are You?


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2 July 2017

Last week, during coffee hour at the annexe,  Jean asked me a question:  “How are you, dear, health-wise?”

I looked at her and answered, “That is a loaded question.”

I mean, at our age, answering that type of question is like answering with a multiple choice answer:

A  Got eye problem
B  Got back problem
C  Got prostate problem
D  Got blood pressure problem
E  Got cholesterol problem
F  Got knee problem
G  Dan lain-lain
H  All of the above.

As I have shared two Sundays ago, life can sometimes be hard even for Christians.  We are not exempted from health problems, work problems or family problems, that can keep us up awake at night.

What will tomorrow bring?
Will we have a heart attack or a sudden stroke?
Will we end up in a nursing home?
What about our children?  Will they serve the Lord?  What if something happens to them?
Who will take care of us in our old age?
Will we live to see our grandchildren?
What about our jobs and our careers?  Where will we be in ten years’ time?

We live in a sinful and imperfect world. We do not have any control over the things that come to us in life.    But we can have control over how we respond to these things.

In John 14, we read of Jesus’ last words to His disciples just before His impending death on the cross.

He had washed their feet earlier on,
eaten supper with them,
told them that he was going to be betrayed by one of them,
and even Peter was going to deny Him.

Jesus has earlier told them that He was the good Shepherd who knows the names of each one of his sheep,
Who protects and provides for each one of His sheep,

And now He says He is going to leave them…

So, it was understandable that the disciples were upset and confused.

Jesus knew what was going to happen to His disciples.  He knew they will be scared and hunted and hiding.  His first words in John chapter 14 were, “Let not your hearts be troubled.  You believe in God, believe also in Me.”

He didn’t say that He will make all their troubles go away.  No, He reassured them that despite the troubles that will come upon the disciples, “Don’t worry.  Trust God, and trust Me.”

Don’t worry about your tomorrow, He says.
I already know what is going to happen, and I am in full control of everything.
And I am going to prepare a place for you.
I am the Way, the Truth and the Life.
In the meantime, there is still work to be done.
And if you need anything, ask of the Father in my Name, that the Father may be glorified in Me.
You have not, because you ask not.
You just seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things will be added unto you.
You take care of my business, and I will take care of your business.
I will give you a Comforter.
I will never leave you nor forsake you.
I will bring to your remembrance all that I have spoken to you, all my great and precious promises.
I will give you peace that the world cannot give.
So, don’t worry.  
Trust God, and trust Me.

Later on, Paul would encourage the Christians not to neglect the meeting together but to encourage each other and pray for each other.

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, make your requests known to God," he says.

We Christians are not like those who have no hope.  We have a great God, who is also our heavenly Father.

When my daughter, WW, took her first trip to school on the Bas Sekolah (school bus), I actually followed the bus all the way, without her knowledge, and watched her from a distance, just to make sure everything was alright.  If even an earthly, imperfect father like me can care so much for his daughter, how much more would our heavenly father care for us?  In fact, our heavenly Father is able to do exceedingly more than we can ever ask or imagine (Ephesians 3:20)

So, learn to count our blessings.  However small the blessing, celebrate each one with an attitude of gratitude.  As we become more sensitive to the things of God, each time He answers our prayer, our faith will strengthen and grow.

So, chin up, brothers and sisters.  Stop staring into the soup.  Pull those shoulders back.  Put a smile on your face.  Put a skip into your steps.  Our God is a great God.  He may not be pleased with the things that are happening in our lives, but He is not perplexed.  He is in control.

Jeremiah 33:3
Proverbs 3:5,6

Psalm 127:1,2
Unless the Lord builds the house,
Its builders labour in vain
Unless the Lord watches over the city
The watchman stand guard in vain
In vain you rise early and stay up late
Toiling for food to eat
For (it is) He (who) grants sleep to those he loves.





Happy Father's Day

                     Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton

18June 2017


Today is Father's Day.

One of the earliest recollection of my father was when he taught me how to draw.  I was about 6 years old then, I think.

If your parents are still around, ask them about their early days.  They always get very excited whenever they reminisce their younger days.  You can watch a video interview I did with my parents, here     https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVBv7TesQNQ.

My parents had a hard life when they were first married.  Dad would work a 12-hour shift as a barber, and mum would wash clothes and cook for students to supplement dad’s income.  When I asked them whether it was difficult raising the four of us, me, my brothers and my sister.  My mum said, she don’t even know how they managed to raise us up.  They were just living day to day.  And here we are, all grown up.

The past few months have been quite tough for me and my wife.

After 20 years of surviving a stroke, my father’s condition was starting to deteriorate.

My mother has stage 4 osteoarthritis.  Each day her knees hurt more and more whenever she moves around.  We were waiting for the appropriate time to book her for a total knee replacement surgery.

Then suddenly, my father suffered a second stroke.  He was practically bed-ridden. Could not swallow properly. Increased spasticity of his limbs. Depression. The whole range of goodies…..  It was an emotional roller coaster ride. I had to travel up & down to Seremban frequently, making difficult decisions, etc…  At one stage, I even spent an entire afternoon checking out the various nursing homes in Seremban, and it was so heart-breaking when I saw the conditions of the homes ...

Back at the office, I was also facing a lot of seemingly insurmountable hurdles in my work.

Life can be so hard, sometimes, even for Christians.

Some days when I wake up, I was afraid to face the day. And it is always the morning quiet time that I spend with God in His Word and prayer that gives me the strength to face the day.

Even Jesus, we are told in Mark 1:35, got up very early in the morning, while it was still dark, left the house and went off to a solitary place, to pray and spent time with the Father.

Sometimes, the stress was so overwhelming that I did not know how to pray.  I could only pray, “God, help me.”

Again and again, God has demonstrated that He is a loving Father who takes care of my family’s needs when we honour Him and put Him first in our lives.

1 Samuel 2:30 “He who honours me, I will honour him.”

Ephesians 3:20 “Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us,”

When my father was admitted to the hospital, I was frantically looking around for a temporary maid or even a nursing home as a last resort.  Normally, it will take about 3 months to employ a maid.  But a miracle happened.  My father was discharged on Friday.  We were able to get a permanent maid on Wednesday, two days before! Praise God!  God is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine!

A lot of problems cropped up on the way.  The maid was immediately struck down with a strange sickness.  She has very severe stomach aches.  No amount of painkillers or medicine could cure the pain.  Fingers were pointing at me, that I have paid a huge sum of agency fees and got myself a maid with health problems, like maybe kidney stones, etc..  I was strangely peaceful through it all. I believed He who has started the good work will complete it (Philippians 1:6).  God did not send me a sick maid as a joke..  Finally, after two weeks, it was confirmed that she had no stone but it was just food poisoning and lots of stomach wind.

Three weeks ago, my mother was admitted for her knee replacement surgery.  The anesthesiologist warned that because of my mother’s scoliosis problem, it would be difficult to administer spinal anesthesia and they may have to resort to general anesthesia.  And for elderly patients above 80 years, there are risks involved when administering general anesthesia.  Our care group and friends prayed, and praise God, the anesthesiologist was able to administer spinal anesthesia.  And my mother’s only complaint was, because she was fully awake during the operation, she could hear all the cutting, sawing and hammering sounds as the surgeon worked on her knee  :D.

Just two weeks ago, I was able to obtain TNB (National Electricity Board) approval for one of my project’s requirement without any conditions! The consultants and friends were all advising that we have to "kow-tim" (bribe) the TNB engineer.

Jesus taught his disciples that we should always pray and not give up.  But many times we give up because we don’t always see instant results.  It may seem like a waste of time. We forget that prayer is an act of faith.

Yes.  God does not answer our prayers instantly.  There were times when I wondered at the heavenly silence.   But then these sporadic victories and answers to prayer often make my heart jump in celebration of God’s goodness and mercies.  It makes me walk with a skip in my steps.

So, as we honour and worship our God, may we remember that prayer is not just talking to God and asking for things.  Prayer is talking with God and communicating with Him.  And our Heavenly Father is a good God.  He is a faithful God.  He has promised never to leave us nor forsake us!



Postscript 
My father passed away on 16th December 2019 as a result of a cardiac arrest.


Introduction


Why Barberhead?  I was looking for a unique blogname that is easy to remember.  So, why not barberhead?

When I was in Standard 3 (Primary school 3), I had this very bad habit of  twitching my head to one side, a "tic", and repetitive blinking of my eyes.  My father was a barber.  So, my Standard 3 class teacher, Mr Stephen Soo, nicknamed me "Barberhead", and nearly every kid of my Standard knew my nickname, even though they did not know me personally.... I thought it was a derogrative term, then, but no thanks to Stephen Soo, it has stuck with me throughout my school life.

Anyway, this is my maiden journey into blogging.  I was sharing some of my spiritual journalings with a Christian brother and he suggested that I put down these experiences into a blog so that it can encourage a wider group of people.  So, here goes.  Dunno how it will turn out, or if it will die a natural death....:D

Dictionary of obscure sorrows